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[Aug. 9th, 2005|07:57 pm] |
Quick entry.
Things seem quite normal, or maybe I'm just getting better at faking it. Or perhaps I've simply grown to block out all the bullshit and negativity. That's how I was before you anyway. Lying is one thing; Deceit is so much worse. Lesson learned: Trust is the underlying weapon of treachery. How could I not see the signs? How can I not fathom that we were only held together by the countless excuses I make up in my head for questions that I can never have the answers to. I have willingly fallen into the pit of vulnerability, enveloping myself with your heartless words. I recall knowing the consequences of this so I'm not complaining -- no regrets whatsoever. I'm just amazed at how this time it's just so much easier for me to grasp the concept of letting go.
So everything's better than I thought it would be. I changed my mind about going back to Guam this Christmas though. I'm too addicted to my work to take those busy days off for vacation. I trained two new girls last week and this new guy that I hired a couple of days ago. He's such a flirt. Oh that reminds me -- I am SO ready for the weekend. Hehe.
Thank goodnes Kenny's coming back soon. I haven't his punk-ass in so long, it's sorta driving me nuts. Yeah, I can't live without his lame jokes.
I just came back the other day from Texas. A three-day stay is waaay too short. Allana and I went to Nia's airforce grad... omg.. Nia is such a hot man with her BCG's. Haha. I'll post pictures later. |
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[Jun. 19th, 2005|10:13 pm] |
Welcome to San Diego Dayna, Corey, Roz, Christian, and Nate!!
 
 
Summer's been fun so far I guess.Hehe I love these crazy SD people from Guam. I still wanna go home but I guess I'll just suck it up for now. If only a certain someone would get his flubber-butt up and COME HERE -- yeah, that would be a whole lot better. :) .... right Paaauuul?? hahhaah just kidding butthead.
Anyway, last night we all went to Beatrix's 21st b-day party, but we ended up leaving early with a party of our own to the girls' new place in Mira Mesa. Soooo... here's some pics from NomiWomi's camera!!
 
 
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[Apr. 13th, 2005|12:51 pm] |
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This is why I only had two hours of sleep Sunday morning right before work.
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[Mar. 7th, 2005|02:37 pm] |
I had class today but I didn't go because its that "time of the month" again and my stomach is being a bitch today. PMS cramps suck ass. But I guess that allows me some time to post pictures from Joe's thingy Saturday night. It was fun hanging out with Guam people again. haha.
 
 
 
 
 
There were more pictures but I'm too lazy to put them all up.
Happy Anniversary Stinky Paul.
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[Feb. 21st, 2005|09:06 pm] |
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The whole time I was at work, one of my managers thought I was Geneva and that "Krissy" didn't come into work today, which was the total opposite. That resulted with her calling Kimmie's voicemail and leaving a stupid 'why-isn't-krissy-at-work?' message, when I was right next to her attending to a customer. Pshh. I even came to work half an hour early! So dumb, I swear. It would make her job a little easier if she learned the names of the people who work under her. Sheesh. But I'm glad my other manager straightened it out with her before the end of the day. On a lighter note.. Things have gotten significantly better since the other night. I never should have doubted in the first place, but there are things I just can't help. I'm just glad to know someone is there to catch me when I fall...
Err... getting super homesick... |
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[Jan. 29th, 2005|12:52 pm] |
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Good News:
-I landed the job at Victoria's Secret!
-Met a whole bunch of really cool Guam people!
-Ate at Island Grill -- a Guam restaurant!
-I partied out for the first time in San Diego.
Bad News:
-I'm gonna be busier than I thought ...
-Everything made me miss GUAM (my friends and family there, mostly) even MORE!
-umm... I finally had my first experience with the "porcelain goddess".
 
 
 
 
I had a fun time. Haha. Never will I forget that last picture. That's history. Hahaha. Oh! here's some quickies:
Abby - I miss you! Hurry up and move to Riverside you lazy ass!
Nia - Aww.. Kiss Louise for me! If I were there, I'd carry your books and bags for you! Pressure on the armpits! Haha!
Kimmie - You crazy cousin/roomie, you!! No more! No more!
Kat - Grr.. You're M.I.A. even when I'm not on Guam anymore! hahaha!
Ferrick - Be good to my hoes. Heehee!
MarkAnne and Frankalina - Heehee! Don't worry, the Triple Threat still exsists! Miss you guys!
Ludz, Kenny, Mark C. - Haha. Thanks for making me feel better about being in San Diego. You guys rock.
And last but not least, Paul - Ha! Bet you thought I forgot 'bout you huh! Hehe! I miss you sweetie. I'm playing halo2 here for you! Haha! |
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| V-Marketing! |
[Jan. 28th, 2005|12:54 am] |
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I got the job! I got the job! OMG. I got the job!
I'm a bit overwhelmed. Shiiit. For $16 an hour, I better be overwhelmed. There's a whole lot of circumstances involved in this job, but I think I'll adapt quickly. I basically make my own schedule, and there's no limit to how much I make. Everything's on a low-key, one-on-one interaction with the client, and there's no pressure to sell the product. Dammit I'm loving the marketing industry already!
It gets better!
I got called in for an interview at Victoria's Secret too! Tomorrow's gonna be a hectic day since I also have an interview for New Line Promotions. I'm so excited! Weee!!
Taking on the tasks of two jobs (hopefully) and going to school full time won't be so hard. It's all about time management. And time, I have a lot of.
You guys were right -- things did get better.
Ohhh.. here's some pictures of me before the interview. OMG. That interview was two hours long. Mostly a bunch of chit-chat, but I think that was all part of the test.
 
Hahaha! Ahhh.. I still miss Guam though. But the more I make money, the quicker I get to see that island paradise again. hehe. |
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| New Year, New Beginnings. |
[Jan. 27th, 2005|10:34 am] |
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Deadjournal isn't my ideal choice of online-blogging. I usually resort to XANGA to project myself instead. But! With all the free time on my hands, why not huh? I deleted the 2739287398+ entries that this journal accumulated over the last 3 years. I reread most of them – some were pretty pointless; others, pretty pathetic. But that was high school. There were some things I could of, should of, done differently but it’s alright because that was the past.
And the past is well behind me.
After a long (perhaps too long) hiatus away from school, I’m finally in San Diego pursuing my degree in Business/Marketing. It’s been rather difficult to adjust to my new environment – mostly because I wasn’t mentally prepared to leave Guam. There were just a few things I wasn’t completely ready to leave behind.. My family, friends, boyfriend..Independence (and I mean REAL independence –not the kind where you’re working, but still living at home, mooching off your parents’ money) is a scary -- yet not completely foreign -- realm I have to force myself into. I gotta admit -- I haven’t quite accomplished that yet, but I will soon enough. As formidable a mission it may seem, it suuure does have its perks.
I’m still missing everyone on Guam. I can’t wait until I see familiar faces again.
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
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